AllTheDeceits

2006-08-11T21:38:00.000-07:00

FUCK FUCK FUCK!!
sigh!!!!!

sighhhhhh!

2006-08-10T18:43:00.000-07:00

sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!
my phone is screwed! :(

tuesday.
completed the 3km walkathon.. boring, we were like listening to our mp3 while walking then mr lee kept looking at us. hah, whatever. boringgggg.
went for the speech day after the walkathon.
even moreeeeeeeeeeeeeee boring.
kept laughing like crazy asses when whoever is giving their speech.
the teachers sitting behind us got kinda frustrated. -.-
...................................
okay i don't know what to blog about!!!
but i'm told to blog. yea. :/
oh this is stupid.
i think i'm running out of brain cells. seriously. SHIT!

wednesday and thursday.
went out with Sarah and xiaowei. headed to tampinese.
then hang around, did the stuffs we normally do.
which is being crazy and stupid.
and i think we looked like we just drank cans and cans of beer from the way we walk and behave. x)
okay, seriously i can't thinkkkkkkkkkkk!!!! ...
OH YA, afterwhich we went back to Xiaowei's hse and stayover.
Sarah and i brought several horror and gore dvds and thus we spent the night watching them along with munching on tidbits, chocs, ribenaaa, seaweed and gobstoppers.haha.
it was nice and all, then all of a sudden i thought of some stuffs and........... so on. -.-
had pillow fights............. etc.
and we slept at ard 7am in the morning.
couldn't sleep well, kept tossing and turning..
then i kept waking up. seems like after every few minutes i will get woken up by the slightest noise.
finally everyone woke up at ard 11am?
i can't remember the time. and that means i slept for less than 5hours?
yea. GREAT. :/
ate our breakfast at 1plus.
HAHA, BREAKFAST.
then we called for pizza hut delivery.
no one wanted to dial the hotline!
:( then at last i'm the one calling.
haha. okay then we ordered the cheesebites, one reg. pan pizza and some drumlets.
OKAY THE CHEESEBITES IS NOTTTTTT NICE.
in the tv commercials, they show how you can actually pick it, pull it, pop it. -.-
but when you pick it, you can't PULL IT, it's hard! and the cheese doesn't go melting all the way.
i know i'm being very bad here, pulling down the name of pizzahut.
but well, frankly speaking, it wasn't....... that nice at it seems. :X
after our lunch we felt like bloated pigs.
we were all lying on the floor or sofa, rolling here and there.
moaning.
and it was fucking funny. haha!
we were like going, "oh my god.." "ahh.. help.." "oh fuck." etc etc.
hahahah.
we couldn't finish up our food and we were like forcing ourselves.
and the meal cost us $37.79?
around there. so goodbye to our $37.79, a meal that made us sooooooooo full.
too full actually.
WE FEEL LIKE PIGS!!!
then Sarah and i went home, and we were like cursing and swearing at fastfood.
HAH. there's this big poster advertising for Macdonalds.
and Sarah was like , "kenzi, see." then she pointed to the fucking poster.
and i was like " TO HELL WITH FASTFOOD!!"
then we burst out laughing
haha okay lame.

KYLER ONG COME BACK HOME QUICK! i need youuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!! :( you told me you're coming back at 4plus and now you're still not back home!!!!!!!!!!!!

OH YAY KYLER IS HOME. HEHEHEH

sucha heartbreak, afterall.

2006-08-07T20:34:00.000-07:00

hmmmm hi all.
right after school today xw and i went to catch a movie, Click.
at yishun.
and it was awesome.. people! go watch!
it's so touching.
my God i cried like umpteen times in the cinemas.
and xw was like, "omg kenzi you crying?"
then i was like sobbing away and going "ya ya ya"
haha. i got no tissues wtf then i kept wiping using my hands.
finally xw gave me a piece of tissue.
-.- after all the crying. haha.
but it came in handy though. .......uh haha
the show is sad yet wacky.
hah. nice show. it somehow tells us indirectly that we should cherish the things we have now.
well i was like totally into the movie.. okay it's nice.
as nice as Just Like Heaven.
after the movie we board the train back to Woodlands..
talked bout stuffs, yeh and so on.
sigh.
then reached home at ard 7plus.
........
haha. okay i'm bored.
i just came to post one stupid post, which i think no one will even bother to read-.-
haha but cause ah shi.. jinwan ask me to post, so i posted.
yea hahha nice post right.
bleh whatever.
bye!

balletunderthestars

2006-07-30T02:15:00.000-07:00

thankyou people for asking, Ballet Under the Stars ytd was awesome. (:
we performed our dance item..
and Mr Adam was satisfied with our performance. (: phew..
after our dance a few of us ran straight to the washroom, cleaned off our make-up, changed and stuffs.
then later on the show went on.. with different groups of dancers performing each time, then at a point of time, this group of ballerinas did their dance performance.
and it was sooooooooo nice.
i swear it was heavenly!
the way they dance, so graceful and all..
i saw a few of them in person.. they're famous dancers from the States and so on.
and they're beautiful!
really beautiful..
aww.. and we were all like hoping we can be like them in future. ahha!
wishful thinking -.-

just reached home like an hour ago.
yeh so come online to post bout yesterday.
ouch.. gastric sucks. ):
hmm..
nothing much to post though.
life goes on.. though it will never be the same anymore.

sighs.

2006-07-27T20:12:00.000-07:00

i'll make this a super short post.

monday - normal lessons. after school had dance till ard 6pm, went home.
tuesday - normal lessons. slacked ard then headed back to my block, took the elevator to the highest floor, stayed by the railings for some time thinking bout stuffs. afterwhich i went home.
wednesday - normal lessons. then had dance till ard 6pm.

today:
lessons were as pernormal. after school had dance till ard 4pm. then headed home. sighhh..

tomorrow's the performance at Ballet Under the Stars. so fast! hope everything goes right.. sighhhhhhhh! :'(

---> click here for the link to Ballet Under the Stars.

totally heartwrenching )':

2006-07-24T19:52:00.000-07:00

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sighhhhh. my throat's not getting any better.
my voice is hoarse now. totally :/
so sick. cough and stupid flu!
let me dieeeee and stop all this suffering.
sigh!
i hate myself.

to sum it all up.. i had a bad day.
but i made my day bad myselves, you know?
how foolish i am.

)': what a cruel truth..

i died yesterday.

:'( wave goodbye to yesterdays

2006-07-23T15:09:00.000-07:00

{edited}

sigh.. :'(

something happened today.. in the midst of the midnight.
ard 1.30am in the cold night.. i called Sarah to ask if she can come out to hang around..
i swear i was fucking depressed.
i swear i could have just died.
i know it sounds ridiculous to ask a friend to come out during the night.
midnight actually..
well i was sick yesterday, cough, flu, sorethroat, a lil fever..
and a blow hit me when it was past midnight.
i felt like dying..
so yeh.. my parents got worried.
i told them bout it..
and my daddy was super worried.. lol.
he kept asking me why this why that.
and my sister was like ," daddy please stop asking."
hahah.. well.. it's nice to have my family encouraging me.
they're open minded and understands how i feel.
so yep, i took my keys and stuffs and went to meet Sarah at ard 1.50am at vistapoint.
then we hang ard the blocks..
talked.. blah blah..
then ltr called wensheng..
wished him happy birthday. hahaha..
and he was like asking me not to be like this and claiming that Sarah and i were very COOL to be outside, at that hour. -.- (excuse me it was past midnight)
then talked and stuffs..
then Sarah and i went to the R.C near 500+ the blks there.
talked.. and i scared the shit out of Sarah.
haha.. she was lookin at me and trying to console me.. then all of a sudden i stared at a cat who's behind her.
and she thought i saw a ghost or something.
she shrieked and looked behind her.
then she was like ," walauuuu! i thought what you see.. kenzi!!!!!!!"
hahahahha -.-
well there was a few old uncles walking ard here and there.
we were getting kinda worried that they might just kidnap us and bring us to some blangah world to sell us off.
ahaha.. but we were like, "we hope they will kidnap us. but don't rape us can alr! " -.- wtf right..
then Sarah's mommy called her.
ask her go home.. so yeh i went to her hse.
and her mommy kept asking me what's wrong..
then she explained certain stuffs..
ahaha.. then went home at ard 7am.
the road home seem never ending..
sigh.. :'(
didn't really sleep though.
just lied on my bed.. stared into space..
thinking bout stuffs.
and i haven't eat anything till now.
but i've no appetite.. and my grandma's asking me to eat.
but i don't want to. ugh.. wtf am i thinking.
my daddy just gave me $$$ and kept asking me to go shopping someday. o.O
probably he thought that i will kill myself..
haha. nah jk.
ilove everyone!<3

:'( i can't type much here. the more i blog.. the more upset i will be..
and anyway.. :/ sigh nevermind.

i'm running out of tears to cry.. the hurt is too much, too much that i can hardly bear.

2006-07-22T13:52:00.000-07:00

tell me how am i supposed to smile like before?

fuck fuck fuck x|

2006-07-20T19:54:00.000-07:00

had debates today.
yeh, and my group lost by half a mark!
damn it.. the teacher fucking baised please!
and some people also damn baised for goodness sake.
hahaha. nevermind, lose or win.. no big deal.
as long as we had fun! :D

hey you shortie.
there's 4 judges judging for the debate between herbin and choonchye's group.
and yes, choonchye's group had actually won.
but so? so what if i list out the points and fight back with teacher on what he said and make him change his mind and herbin's group win?
the thing here is, herbin's group did menti0n valid points.
and choonchye's group was good too.
if you wanna say i baised, that i purposely let herbin's group win, say infront of ME.
don't say behind my back..
then when i go confront you, you go, "huh? where got.. don't have.. aiya.. sorry.."
fuck.
ask you face to face, then you deny.. WHAO, what guts.
then like fucking scared.. go hide in the doghole okay?
who's not baised? even the teacher IS baised.
hello? this is a realistic world.
tell me, aren't you baised against our group and mastura's group TOO?
....if you insist on saying that you didn't say that i was baised, then so be it.
i didn't blame you, i just felt accused.
when i was writing down the remarks and the scores for herbin's and choonchye's group you don't have to see, do you?
i'm the one writing.
so it's my paper.
it's my pen.
it's my right to show my paper to whoever i want.
if you wanna look at it, and i don't want you to look at it.
then don't look.
tell you a thousand times and you won't budge.
till i ask you to fuck off then you walk away.
then the teacher. asshole!
that teacher was like going, " there's nothing such as fair. "
WHAT?!
and i was like, " what do you mean there's nothing such as FAIR? debates is all about being FAIR. impartial. if you're gonna be UNFAIR then what's the point of judging? "
then he got nothing to say. YUCK!
and he kept saying isaac liu very agressive.
he's not agressive.
he's OUTSPOKEN.
there's a difference between this 2 words.
teacher uh, go polish up your english.
hahahahaha. wth.

after school went to cwp with xw.
ate.. talked.. and stuffs. then went home. yep(:

you two-faced bitch. tell me what you exactly want.
it's totally unbelievable.
we trusted you so much, i tried to forget bout everything.
and though, you don't know that i know what you did, i just didn't wanna mention it up.
you think that i'm still kept in the dark?
if you're so desperate for a guy, then go hook one on the streets please.
don't you want every single guy in the whole wide world to fancy you?
stop going to someone and say bad stuffs bout another, then come to me and say horrible stuffs bout her.
you only thought of yourself.
everytime.
you expect people to give, and all you do is just sit there, shake your bloody legs and TAKE.
but you don't GIVE.
it's all bout taking and giving.
you don't just shake your legs and sit there like nobody's business, without giving!
you expect people to care to concern and to love you.
do you do the same too?
tell me, when we're in trouble or whatever, do you help us?
tell me, if one day we were to have fights with other people will you help us?
or you will just walk away and say, "it's none of my business."
is that what friends are for?
is that?
when you're in trouble, who was the one who stood up for you?
when people gossip bout you, who was the one who covered up for you?
when people trust you so deeply, you broke their trust for you.
i don't know who to trust exactly.
this is fucking terrible.
you may feel hurt at times.
tell me, haven't i been hurt too?
maybe i've mistaken some stuffs.
i don't know. i'm so sick and tired of everything.

so sick of everything

2006-07-19T20:39:00.000-07:00

sighhhhh..
i'm dead tired.. had dance practice till approx. 6pm today. :/

Sarah and i went crazy today.
we kept splashing water on one another..
and she made my uniform so wet, that when i was in class, i can't remember who asked me this :

somebody : kenzi! you bathe uh?
me : huh?
somebody : why you so wet??
me : .....
Sarah : hahahahha

WTFFFFFFFFFF. then i splash her back, duh-.-
then keep playing playing till it's recess time, then continued playing all the way down to the canteen.
kept chasing each other around the canteen.
look so retard i swear! hahahha.

art lesson today was like another free period.. again.
after we finish that boring stupid and ridiculous test on the chinese calligraphy thing, JHAKS went out of the class.. then we started to play with water again.
played allllll the way till the bell ring.. yay! school's over.

had some chinese oral shit or whatever.
then went for moderndance..
and i kept getting this step wrong.
fuck!
i was probably not in the right state of mind.
but i got it right at last.. though.

i don't know what's gotten into me.
strange things happen to me in the morning.
like as if i'm still not awake when i AM awake.
like yesterday.. i woke up, bathed, etcetc.
then i wanted to get my attire for dance.. right.
i was supposed to go to the wardrobe isn't it?
and i went to the refrigerator.
and stared blankly at it.. stood there for a few seconds. then thought, "wtf why am i standing infront of the fridge?"
yeh. sounds dumb right?
afterwhich i wanted to go to my room to take my bag and off to school.
instead i went to the bathroom, turned on the tap, looked at the water flowing, for a few seconds again.
then wondered, "why am i here?"
-.-
finally i went out of the hse and i LOCKED the door.
when i reached the ground storey, i was like, "eh? did i lock the door?"
then i went up again, checked to see if the door's locked, well it's locked.
WTF? anyway that was yesterday. well..

okay whatever..
anyway today 3 person from the Singapore Dance something came to watch us perform.
and yay! we're in the performance! :D
but we're performing the first.. as the opening item.
Goddddddd.....
ended practice at ard 6pm, then headed home..
all worn out.

)': )': )': cut myself and let it bleed..

2006-07-18T19:24:00.000-07:00

had dance today..
was tiring..
feeling down the whole day..):
tomorrow the person from the Singapore dance something will be coming to watch our dance item.
damn.. so soon.
performing next friday.. that's like.. omg?

there's nothing much to blog about though..
bye people. don't really bother coming to my blog.
cause all my posts are short and stupid.. yeh.
blog soon/

just let me bleed..

)':

2006-07-17T19:36:00.000-07:00

oh fuck.. i wrote a super long post just now..
and i don't know why, for whatever stupid reason the blogger closed itself.
damn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ):
so this post now, this bloody post i'm writing now is gonna be short.
yes, short. >:(

today's..
sucha bad, down, moody.. black day.. )':

played netball during P.E and someone's (i don't know whos) fingernails cut into my palm.
i mean somewhere in the middle of the palm.
i swear it hurts.
it fucking hurts.
i don't blame the person who accidentally did that cause she didn't do it delibrately.
so blame it on myself.
ughhhh!
maybe it sounds like some minor cuts and it look just like some stupid cut that's not deep at all.
well maybe it isn't that much pain.
probably it's just because of the hurt that's within me, the pain inflicted on the minor stupid wound.
okay nevermind.
i'm making it sound like sucha big deal. O.o

after school, went to vista with Sarah, Xiaowei and April.
ate at viva, then asked Sarah accompany me go buy penknives.
my previous penknife broke into 2.
wtf right.

afterwhich everyone headed home.

sighhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! )':

you're my everything..

2006-07-14T16:50:00.000-07:00

ugh.. i'm so tired.
there have been like 3 dance practices in a week.
stress stress stress!
but there's no more badminton trainings for me..
so that's pretty much a load off my shoulders.
considering the fact that badminton have trainings 3 times a week too.
that's like 6 trainings a week.
with one day off?
my God.
i wonder how i coped with my 2 ccas at the first 3terms of the year -.-
anyway, there's gonna be dance practice next tuesday too.
last dance practice (i suppose?) with our instr. mr Adam and on wednesday this particular person (i don't know who) from Singapore Dance something something is coming to watch us dance.
afterwhich is just more and more dance practices? and we are off performing at Ballet Under the Stars.
like omg, sounds so spectacular. x)

today during dance practice Pelyn and i was damn mad.
well mad as in crazy.
we were like doing stupid actions and Pelyn ------ me.
HAHAHAH.

then i went : omg i feel so gay!
tasha : GAY? les!
me : no, gay as in happy.

then all of us started laughing like mad people -.-
exhausted.
and the teachers gotta be super strict, cause Mr Adam wasn't there.
and we need to get this dance well and proper.
so we need more practices.
you can practically hear this anytime, said to anyone who made mistakes of course :

-pointed feets!
-point your toes!!
-posture straight!
-no no that's not right!
-start all over again!
-timing! count!
-you're too fast/slow!
etc etc..

i'm exhausted.
gtg have my shower. byeee!

dance dance dance!

2006-07-13T22:09:00.000-07:00

owwww.. backache.

had debates today! and i swear it was way cool.
our group, consists of me, syairah, jinwan and isaacliu went against shannon's group.
yes! and we won!!!! :DDD
cool huh. our topic was on 'no homework should be given to students' and 'no blogs'.
and my group was the proposing team while the other group was the opposing team.
so we supported the fact that no homework should be given!
3 parties was supposed to speak from each group so isaac and i spoke first.
but jinwan don't dare to speak-.-
she was like, utter-utter-mumble-.
and i was like, "syairah say!"
................. hahaha
in the end, yay! we won x)
all thanks to our mighty brains and mouth -.-
hahahah jkjk :x
herbin's group went against isaacteoh's group.
and herbin's group won.
having the finals against his group like next week or so.
omg hell lotsa fun(:

after science lesson it was supposed to be assembly period.
and we were having our lab session..
then mr cheong gave us orders that we should go straight to the hall for assembly instead of going up to class to put our belongings (books.. pencilcase.. etc)
but JHAKS and some other people just ran up to the class x)
then mr cheong caught us.
he came up and talked to us.
he didn't scold though. he's a nice teacher! always smiling, seriously!
wahahahha.

_______________
after school sarah and i went home to get our library books, pardon me, my library books were already overdue for like.. 2/1 month(s) plus or so. GODDDDD overdue like shit.
then we met up at vistapoint, saw deborah and sean.. etc.
xw came,
went to cwp, halfway up the escalator from the interchange, sarah was bouncing xw's soccer ball.
and the ball went bouncing down the escalator.
it went bounce bounce bounce
i was like, "WTF?!!!!!!!!"
and we were like screaming away..
God then it hit this army guy x)
then he was like going "nevermind nevermind" (:
we are so sorry omg.
ltr on we went to get bubble tea.
then ate yoshi.
laughed our asses off.. wahhaha.
then after we finished our food, i didn't wanna drink my bubble tea anymore.
and there's still alot left.
so i wanted to play with it.
i looked straight, and there's a cup infront of me.
i thought it was an empty cup!
and thought it was sarah's.
so i went to pour my bubble tea inside and kept laughing.
who knows that cup of SPRITE is actually mine. -.-
cause sprite's transparent so i thought the cup was empty.
okay whatever. hahaha.
anyway i don't like sprite.. coke.. those kinda gassy drinks.
my God it sucks.

went to walk ard.. saw some people..

then this uncle walked towards me and banged me on my shoulder, without intention i suppose?
then he was like looking at me.
i felt so weird, i looked back.
then he crushed some pieces of paper and threw it into the wastepaper bin.
and he was still looking at me.
i felt super uneasy.
i stared at him then he walk away.
wtf? he banged me first and now he's looking at me?
gave him a bloody stare and he went into popular bookstore.
:X

went home.. showered etc.. don't wish to blog any further.
bye!

when all misunderstandings aren't cleared they're just gonna get worse and worse, where each day we live in faces of fake smiles and lies. problems piling up but we do nothing. why can't all of us just sit down, talk, settle stuffs, clear all the misunderstandings?

1107:D

2006-07-11T18:51:00.000-07:00

heyyyy all.
just came back from the extra dance practice.
i'm soooo worn out.

xw didn't come to school today. /hope you're alright now(:
chinese lesson was.. well..
some stuffs happened and i don't think it would be nice to write bout it in my blog.
anyway it scared the hell out of everyone.
maybe not everyone. just a few.
oh whatever.

i'm SO dumb. there's xi zi homework today, and i wanted to bring my xi zi book home.
but guess what? i brought my chinese spelling book home.
shit! and now i can't do my homework.
need to rush it tmr.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! goodluck to me.

TODAY'S the 11th!!!!!!! :D :D :D <33333333333

2006-07-09T15:39:00.000-07:00

oh yay! i'm finally done with my blogskin.
i spent hours and hoursss on it.
although it's not that nice, will make another blogskin some other day, when i feel like it.
haha! tmr school starts at 0930! YAY!
all because of the worldcup...
but i don't watch, cause i don't really like soccer..
and anyway it's just people fighting and kicking a soccer ball.
:X (no offence to people who loves soccer)

God God God! our dance performance is nearing.
and wednesday's the last practice!
thank goodness there's an extra practice on tues.
last wednesday when we had our practice on the stage,
all the floorwork and stuffs tore off my feet's skin and it's like..
oh bloody hellllllll... pain.
hmmmm..
nothing much to blog about.

_____________________
2 more days, 2 more days!!! wheeeee :D

ps: is there geog test tmr? if yes, what chapters?

2006-06-28T19:43:00.000-07:00

i'm bored. i'm upset. i'm sick. i'm tired. and i'm,... nevermind.
i decided to update again. so people don't rush me about my posts stuffs okay? (:
i will update whenever.. i can. haha.
okay this blogskin sucks i gotta make a new one soon.
soooooooo..... yep.
anyway, dance today was cool.. tiring as usual.
and i was dead hungry. didn't eat for the whole morning. plus, dance ends at 5plus-6?
okay who cares.
friday's youth day. BORINGGGG! and saturday sec2 express people are going for the SYF thing?
at national stadium for the whole day.
KILL MEEE.
moderndance - 3 more weeks to our performance at Ballet Under the Stars.
OMG.
so excited :D:D Mr Adam says he's gonna eliminate(sounds like sg idol-.-) some people from the dance.
which means only certain people will be chosen.
so i really gotta work hard and dance well..

no mood to update anymore.. guys here's my post. sorry if it's too short.
and, sorry bestie, didn't mean to **t myselves..
but seriously i didn't feel any pain..
as i have said it's all so numb.
it's all too much.. ): anyway it wasn't that deep.
so no worries. sorry to have made you guys worry..
crying doesn't resolve anything, but it hurts so much.
can't help it..
so many things to say.. yet i don't know where to start from.
i guess i will just leave it all unsaid. )':

i miss youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu so much ):

wild wild wet!!!! (:

2006-06-21T15:08:00.000-07:00

heyyyy. sorry guys for not posting for like.. so longggggggg.

okay, alot of stuffs happened. so i couldn't possibly type out everything single thing. so i decided to post bout today. yep.

yesterday JHAKS and abigail went out together. okay, finally everyone can go out together. really, finally. we all met up at cwp first. then took bus to wildwildwet.. reached pasir ris, then needa take another bus go www, and we cross the overhead bridge to the other busstop. cause joan say that time when she come with her family they cross the overhead bridge or something. finally the bus came, we board the bus, tap our cards. and i was like feeling kinda weird. then i ask the uncle, "uncle, does this bus go to wildwildwet?" in the beginning i thought he don't understand english. so i spoke in chinese. and he still look clueless. so finally he told me, "no, you need to walk a distance to the next opp. busstop to get to wildwildwet."

then we were all like looking at joan giving her that face. hahahahahha -.-

in the bus to www we all went crazy. okay, we all were listening to our mp3s.. hp music.. and we didn't know that we spoke very loud. joan talked to me, i didn't hear. then she nudge my shoulder.. and show me handsigns. so i was like "HUH? OHHHHH! HAHAHAH!" wah damn loud i didn't know and everyone was like looking at me.. okay this is stupid.

reached www, did the admin stuffs, changed, then off to play! wheeee! i was like darn excited please. cause we never ever went out before.. i mean we did, shopping only. JHAKS didn't like go out to play together before. so firstly we went to the lazy river. or shiok river. or whatever la. then played and played.. laughed like hell alot.

then we went to sit ular-lah. hahahah. we went to sit the ular-lah like hell lot of times. and the 2 guys in charge of the ular-lah game crew keep looking and us and laughing. haha cause we seem so excited and were like dancing.. oh well.. okay at like the 6th 7th or 8th time we went, one of the chinese guy purposely turn our huge float 2 rounds before we are off being sent off the slide. hahah. damn fun.
the float allows max 6 people to sit. yea so just right. and none of them wanna sit with their back facing the slide. cause the one sitting there will be scarier. okay then fine.. i sit. everytime also i sit! GRR. and my neck bloody hell hit the slide when we swooooooooosh down. the force was like super strong please. damnit.

PAINNNNNNNN.

by the way, i still feel like i'm floating in the water -.-

then we went to sit on the samsung slide up. imagine plunging down a 4 storey ramp.. accelerating and soaring up to the opposite side.. okay i'm making it sound so fairytale-like -.- okay it's so cool!!!!!!!! OKAY? it's like flying okay. maybe you guys don't know what i'm talking about? i'm talking bout the super great huge 4-5 storey high slide that's almost vertical, a 'U' shape. yep. it's so cool. a must try! -.- i'm like promoting for www.

okay at first abigail and xiaowei didn't wanna get on the ride. so i paired up with joan. and sarah with april. i swear bringing the float up the stairs to the top of the slide there was horrible. THE FLOAT IS LIKE DAMN HEAVY KAY?! well joan was like, " kenzi, ltr when we go down must scream okay? scream together." and i was like, " oh okay." who knows.................. when the guy pushed us down the slide up joan was too afraid to scream. her mouth was like wide opened.. and i was like "AYE! SCREAM LA! IDIOT." but she didn't.-.-

finally after much persuasion abigail and xiaowei agreed to play. i didn't know they wanna play, cause at that time joan and i went to play again. then when i came out of the ride thing, abigail was on the top of the so called tower and she was like calling me to go up. i thought something happened in xiaowei or what. i ran up, but realised that cause she don't wanna play then ask me go play -.- when we 'flew' down my butt flew up i nearly topple over. HAHAHA gravity plus speed. coooooool and fast. YAY.

joan and i played lotsa times.. without me screaming. :D

then we went to the wave thing.. played ular-lah.. the yakult thing.. so on. then went to shiok river again. and we met this freaking bastards and bitches. FUCK THEMMMMMM! :x okay we were like swimming in the pool. not really swimming though. cause the current is pulling us along.

joan was in the front. then there's this guy in front of her, and he was holding a float. Whatthefuck he just threw the float behind him and it hit joan. but we didn't scold him la. joan just ask them not to play. who knows, they got out of the shiok river, and while we were like swimming in the shiok river, there's this point were there's a bridge above us. and the few assholes were there and they spat saliva down. nearly hit joan. then one of them wanted to spit at xiaowei's head. i was like fucking angry. i push xiaowei away. cause ltr the saliva will fall on her head. and i was like pushing her and shouting " FUCK YOU! " and xiaowei thought i was scolding her..

when hell no, i wasn't -.- then the guys were like " who wanna fuck you " then i went " i didn't say i wanna fuck you la, please. peabrain." then sarah was like going, knn! and i shouted something which i wasnt supposed to scold. at all. okay nvm. we just kept scolding and scolding till they have nothin to say/ the bitch was just like standing there. retard. GRRRRR. spit on my friends. damn!!!! then ltr i think they ran off. COWARDS. we couldnt find them anywhere after we scold them.
COWARDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fleeeee! @#!#$@^
they think that we're scared of them, no! please, we went ard to see if you guys were anywhere.
can't even see you guys.
don't know where you all went.
weird creatures. went hiding in the dog hole uh?

uncivilised morons.

played awhile more, then there was this YMCA dance thing. and we were dancing -.- like idiots. shake out butts. wtf man. but damn funny....

bathed, went out of www, then took a bus to pasir ris mrt. board the mrt, then alight at tampinese -.- like one stop only? cause we wanted to take bus.. mrt very long. and xiaowei and i haven't even eat our BREAKFAST. okay reached cwp.. ate at pizza hut.. that's almost all. we had a fun day! i think i missed out some stuffs. but nvm for more details (haha?) go to april's.. xiaowei's.. abi's blog.

ps: april! hope your wound gets better.(: no worries it will heal okay! :DD <333

last but not least i fucking hate those fucking morons. curse them! (:

oh oh! ya. i hope those bitches and bastards see my blog.. posting bout them. maybe fate can bring them to my blog. WAHHA. want come then come sue me okay or beat me la. anything you want.(: *pray that they see my blog* .. uhhhh!

2006-06-10T16:18:00.000-07:00

afterall, all i see in you is just a two-faced bitch.
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i didn't post for the past few days cause i didn't find the need to, though. went out almost every other day. i swear i'm gonna be broke. YAY? alright whatever. goodbye.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HONEY :DDD

2006-05-28T15:33:00.000-07:00

this is so boring. i can't sleep! and yes i blogged again because jinwan says that she cares for me and yes i know it so a big thank you for those who care for me! (:
okay it's fucking 3.33am now. HOLY SHIT! :x and i'm still awake. God, i wanna sleep but i can't. pills anyone? -.- well just joking. i don't have any. maybe i should just roll in my bed and cry till my eyes resembles a pufferfish then maybe i will be super tired and off to sleep!
GRR bye.

2006-05-27T16:50:00.000-07:00

it's so weird.

it's like if you hate somebody and bitch bout her, then hate her.

i mean, you don't bitch bout somebody so badly one day, and the next day you smile your sweetest smile at her. (fake indeed)

if you hate her then just hate her.

you don't hate her for a day and love her another day.

it's sooooo weird.

oh by the way, God says bear no hatred!

HAH holy holy Amen -.-

if you bitch bout somebody it just shows that you don't like that person right?

you bitch and you admit that you bitched bout somebody.

you don't bitch bout somebody and pretend/act like a bloody kind angel.

that's not logic.. it's so fake.

when you hear people bitching bout somebody don't just join in and bitch together.

get your facts right, don't just blabber out nonsensical stuffs bout somebody.

put yourself in the person's shoes.

well i know it's tough but just think la!

God gave us a brain to think.

and oh, who doesn't bitch.

it's just a matter whether you admit it or not, it's sooooooooooo childish when people go, "i didn't gossip bout you! i swear. you're my pal, why would i?" and shoot you the nicest smile ever on Earth.

MY God! get a life please.

you just live your life!

i came to understand that no one really cares bout my life, they just come by, tell you how much they care and when your problems are told to them they sympathise with you.

the next moment they're laughing their asses off over some other stuffs that made them happy and totally forget bout how you're doing.

fine or bad?

who cares.

practically no one, a few exceptions though.

sometimes it seems that whenever i try to do something good, i come to a conclusion that, yes; whatever i did was never enough.

cause people never get satisfied.

i alwaysssss feel like sucha bitch.

nevermind well everyone does too (yeayea)

but no matter what friends are impt. to me, i do cherish them..

they always stand by you.

and i don't expect them to care bout me, i mean like not ALWAYS.

i'm just glad i've them at my friend.

i just hope they will be happy and yes i will always be here for them..

that's all i'm asking for.

most friends are just referred to as acquintances, but some are rare and true.

whatever it is they're still friends.

after this post i think i'm hardly ever gonna post.

so if anyone out there hate me, bitch all bout me, ALL (whoever you are) want! :D (well if anyone really does)

i still love myself.

cause whatever you wanna bitch is not true, so i don't care!

as i said i live my own life..

i'm not guilty of doing anything wrong.

when i bitch bout you, i admit it.

i don't go hiding like a two-faced coward.

well i'm just saying.

eeeeeee i hate poseurs.

ps: go check the dictionary what's the meaning of a poseur before calling people one! everyone copies.(:

hah! byebye!(:

EEEEE EEEEEE I SEE A POSUER! -rollseyes

2006-05-24T15:46:00.000-07:00

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
i'm sick, i'm sick, i'm sooo sick.
past few days i've been down with flu, it got better, then cough came and attack me -.- well now i'm having a sorethroat. (ps to abigail and jinwan: it's not sexyyyyyyyyy!) and the phlgem seems to be stucked in my throat, that is, totally terrible and horrible. yuck.

can't go out today, slacked at home. doing practically nothing.. watched runaway car on chnl 5 just now, it was supposed to be thrilling.. sad.. exciting.. well when the part comes when the car nearly hit the truck i was actually laughing my ass off. sadist......

finally, the long awaited holidays are coming! weird weird weird, it seems that everytime before the holidays, people will crave for them and you will hear people going:

"holiday quickly come leh.."
"yes! holiday coming!"
"walau finally holidays are here.."

then when we're in the midst of the beautiful holiday, people will go:

"walau holiday quickly over can.. i wanna go back to school.."
"wah.. everyday nothing to do.. go out, now no money.."
"i wanna go back school see my boyfriend!" -frowns
"i miss school.."

so on, hahahaha! it's so natural you hear it almost everywhere.

tmr i gotta wake up at 5plus in the morning! to go for the good morning whatever show one la. damn it.. teacher chose 4 person to go at that time. needa reach school at 6.30am. damnnnnn! why me why me. actually can sleep till ltr. cause the parents meeting thing is only at 3pm, and my duty is at 3pm too. darn!

nothing else to say. blog some other days. bye

2006-05-22T15:58:00.000-07:00

A.I.N.T (post exclusively for sophia harriet and pelyn only..)

sophia.. me.. pelyn and harriet..
we used to be so close together.. doing stuffs together. taking neos, well although most of the time it's just me, sophia and pelyn taking neos; we're still as strong. i don't understand.. what's happening now. all of a sudden this thought came to my mind, why, why did this happen? we're not close as before anymore. we hardly ever talk online, and those quarrels all in between. i wished i knw what happened, i want to help, but it just seems so hopeless and useless. all the 'intruders' in our lives, changing our lives. bitches trying to break us up, yes. 'great' now they have succeeded and we're falling apart.

when we see one another in school, we just smile and walk away like strangers. not even trying to start a conversation. words unspoken, leaving us getting further and further apart each day.. thinking back we would laugh our asses off, bitch bout people, and stuffs. last year during my birthday, pelyn and sophia celebrated with me. xiaowei wasnt there as she can't be out. we missed her, we had sucha joyous time. i still remember we took pictures with this lil' korean girl. we were so close.

now things have changed. once so close.. now we're almost like strangers. i posted this post just to write bout how i actually feel. i wanted to blog bout it a long time ago, but decided not to cause i don't wanna hurt any parties' feelings. this post is just meant to be a post where i tell how i seriously feel. not to actually say bout anybody when i mention the word 'intruder' and bitches.

i don't ask for anything much. it's not that i wanna know what actually happened in detail, but just imagine all of a sudden someone throws a bag of rubbish on you, you would want to find out the reason desperately too right? i know i'm being a lil' dramatic here.. i just feel upset. suddenly everyone goes their own ways. different stories told, differents faces shown. ):

okay this post is getting longer and longer. xiaowei is complaining, saying why i always post so long. haha, i still have lotsa stuffs to blog about. but i guess i shouldn't go on any further.

last but not least..

ps to you guys; AINT : i still love A.I.N.T! although it seems to disappear into thin air, i will still remember the days we spent together.. the reminisces, joy, fun, laughter, moments of tears and so on.. you guys will always be in my heart! <33333

oh yea. this is NOT a homo post la-.- i love my girlfriends. anything wrong with that?

2006-05-20T15:35:00.000-07:00

greattt, i'm finally back to Singapore.

the past few days in Malacca was.. good and bad.. well, home's the best! x)

Day 1.
i thought my luggage was huge, well not until i reached school and saw xiaowei's and other peoples luggage. -.- then we headed off, at ard 8am. board the bus, which stinks :( yuck. and the teacher asked me to take care of the freaking first aid kit. >:(( UGH.. everything also chairperson do, unfairrrrr! then i was like, " when did i freaking became a paramedic?! " alright whatever.
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reached Malacca, the bus stopped outside the resort. everyone was like:
"huh?"
"what?!"
"this is the resort?!"
"oh my God.."
"yuck..."
"i cannot believe it!"
etc etc. -.- the resort looked disgusting. woops, sorry to say that but i'm speaking the truth. then we checked in to our rooms. i was in the same room as Sarah, Jinwan and Mastura. we went into the bathroom, turned on the tap, no water at all. ughhhhhhh.. anyway the beds are freaky. 2 beds are super hard. the other 2 can be considered as soft. yea then we had our briefing and had some beach activities. the stupid sand cut into my wrist and it started to bleed. WTFFFFFFFFFFFFF....
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then we went back to our rooms, turned on the tap, it was freaking in yellow colour! the water. damnit.. then sarah and left the water flowing, then orange colour water started to flow out heavily like someone vomiting. i swear it was gross. then it went back to normal water colour.
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at night we had night scavenger. boringgggg!

Day 2.
we went to the fruit farm, named D' paradise or somethin. walked and walked and walked, it was damnnnn hot i swear! everyone was so tired. torture! and we watched some deers fuck or something -.- wth.. Samson they all even went to video it. ahahah. the thing i suppose everyone loved most about the whole trip is.. the buggy! heheh so cool (: damn fun. sit in the buggy then it goes wooooooooooooooooooooooooo! down the slope. walau damn nice.
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went back to the resort, some stuffs happened.. well then we had our campfire.. which is pretty boring, everyone was like sweating so much, yuck.
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headed back to our rooms, Joan came to my room. then we all took turns to bathe, then it was my turn. so i was like asking Sarah and Mastura whether there's any flies or cockroaches inside the bathroom, they say no. so i went in to bathe peacefully. when i finished showering, i wanted to grab for my towel, but one horrible and yucky and stupid thing scared the hell outta me. A COCKROACH. wth i nearly screamed my ass off, grabbed my towel, wrapped ard me and ran out of the bathroom. i didnt give a damn bout who's outside in my room, i just dashed out like some lunatic -.- but hello? i was scared la! then they went to place a dustbin over the cockroach. i wonder if it's still there, now. -.-
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Jinwan and Mastura slept first, leaving me and Sarah. and we started to 'row our boats' haha oh well you guys don't knw, but it was sooooooo funny we laughed our asses off. hahahah i nearly roll on my bed.-.- then someone kept calling us in the middle of the night.. damn it.. but we weren't asleep. hahaha.

Day 3.
last day, went shopping and stuffs. lazy to type out. haha bought some stuffs. headed home and met up with him for awhile then went home. at ard 12plus went out again with him till 1plus. saw my daddy downstairs, I WAS LIKE WTFFFF. ahah but nothing la. then went home.

byeeee i'm going off to my bestie's hse :DDDDD

2006-05-16T15:49:00.000-07:00

got back our results today.
everyone wasn't really happy though.. and it actually spoilt our mood for the malacca trip tmr. anyway today was terrible. really terrible. not for my results though..

my flu.

SUCKKKKKKKKKKKS! and i'm going to Malacca tmr. what a day. but i hope it recovers by tmr....... i used up like so many tissues today. sneezing my head off -.- sucha letdown.. and i'm having my, um, that stupid thing. buttttttttttttttttt! april can accompany me. :DD hehheh. woops..

okay i'm so sick!!! sighhhhhhhhhhh.

byebye

2006-05-09T18:38:00.000-07:00

YEEEES!
MYE IS finally over. :DDD
AHHAHA and we only have to return school next tuesdayyyyy..
YAY!

oh yea anyway, i notice there have been or rather there have always been lotsa posuers ard.. and people, if you're a posuer yourself don't go ard saying that people copy.. cause everyone copies! isnt it? well well and i hate gossipers. downright to the core. UGHHH PLEASE.. get a life.. and people who copies!! EEEEEEEE like every single thing they have to copy. have your own originality!! yuckkkk.. and, take a look at yourself before critisizing others.

well i'm just bored and this post is just what i think, i'm not pin pointing at anyone, so don't try to say i said this and that in my blog, saying that i'm obviously referring to you. unless, UNLESS you admit you did all this things. yep. hah! bye! (tell me, who reads my blog ANYWAY? HAHAHA BYE)

<333333

goodbye

2006-05-05T21:54:00.000-07:00

Mr Kat and Miss Raabiya left today!!! ):

anyway we'll always remember them, and i hope during their June posting MOE will post them into CHR :X they're greatttttttttttt teachers:D

farewell.

2006-05-02T19:16:00.000-07:00

school was normal today.
with a few exceptions.. don't feel like blogging at all. but i just wanted to blog bout Mr Kat and Ms Rabyaa. today we had this farewell party for them.. :/ was pretty upset. they're both good teachers.. Ms Rabyaa even bought oreo cookies for the whole class. despite the attitude we gave her. esp the boys(i'm not pin-pointing who it is. if you're guilty, you know it yourself from the bottom of your heart.), some of them don't even know how to appreciate. they take things for granted. Mr Kat and ms Rabyaa are good and nice teachers. >:( but yet.. sigh.. anyway i will miss them. and i know you guys will too. :

while i was in my room just now, listening to my mp3.. April called me, so i picked up the phone. then sarah called, i picked up the phone, and she ask me to look down the window from my room, and i saw Sarah, Yijun and Xiaowei there. haha! damn funny.. xiaowei needa use the toilet -.- then they came up.. yep and we talked talked talked and talked.. till 6plus near 7, they went home. yea and i use the computer.

nothing else. what a boring day.

well i think i've been sulking for the whole day for some reasons. ): sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. dead. :'(

whatever.

2006-05-01T15:28:00.000-07:00

School's tomorrow. ughhhhhhhh.. how i wish MYE can be over asap. AHHHHHHHH! days and days of mugging.. make me go mad. -.- this week - Lit paper, History and Maths. GOODNESSSSS! i'm dying soon.

supposed to go out with Sarah and Xiaowei today.. to go study.. ah well, or rather play la. cause i'm sure we won't study. HAHA, but i can't go. maybe i can, but i've insufficient $$$$$$$$ with me. UGH MONEY MONEY MONEY MONEY! and they're meeting now alr.. plus, it was a last minute thing. i would have to crack my brains thinking of what to wear. and BAD HAIR DAY! i'm beginning to hate my hair.

i'm totally clueless of what to blog about.

MATHS IS KILLING!!!!!!!!!!! so many fomulaes and stuffs to memorise.

well i'm bored. sometimes everything seems so pointless. i was thinking.. if i'm in the middle of the road. strolling, and all of a sudden a truck goes "beep beep!" and BANG! i'll be soaked in blood, plus i say goodbye to this mortal world and im never gonna see my loved ones again.

oh well i'm just crapping, as i've said i'm clueless bout what to blog. goodbye, update some other days.

2006-04-30T16:59:00.000-07:00

boring. I'M BORED AND I FEEL BORED AND I'M TOTALLY BORED!
yay, there's no school tmr.
but i needa study and study and study.
and damnnnnn.. i remembered i brought my Animal Farm book home but i can't find it anywhere!!!!
>:( but nevermind i will study other subs first.
i studied today :DDD
YES YES HEHEHEH! -.-
it's an achievement.. okay.
oh well whatever.

TIME SEEMS TO FLY -.- well a few days back everyone was like going "omg omg MYE COMING!!!"
it seems like just a few hours ago..
and whoosh. el and mt paper's over. O.O

damn

2006-04-28T20:16:00.000-07:00

{edited!} ps: SARAH DIDNT SCREAM when the freaking girl came out

DAMNNNN!
chinese paper 1 and 2 was horrible.

paper 1-
i took almost half of the bloody precious time checking the dictionary.
blame it on me, my chinese sucks.
ughhhhhhhhhhh!
so once i finish my letter writing i went on to compo.
and damn i'm only left with like 30 MINUTES TO FINISH UP MY COMPO?!
so, there's 3 options given to us to write about.
the first 2 options i don't know how to read! fuck.
so i got no choice but to do the last one, which was about the most precious present or whatever you have ever received.
hell's not over, i kept checking the dictionary!

then joan was like, " walau ni yi ban de shi jian dou zai check dictionary! haiyoooo.. " <-- which means that i've been using half of my time checking the dictionary and then, haiyooo..

after the papers we needa go to the prayer hub to have the meeting for the malacca trip.
booooooooooooring.
but yes! we're gonna stay in a resort. HEHEHEH
but JHAKS is gonna be seperated! ugh, oh well i hope not..
and abi's gonna be left out ):
WHY CAN'T WE CHOOSE OUR OWN GRPS TO PAIR WITH!!!!! >:(

but anyway, it's gonna be super fun. HEHE
our resort is just beside the beach.. yea and there's a swimming pool in the resort!!
WHHHHHHHHHEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

okay enough of that.
after school we went to vista to get icecream cones then to sarah's hse, again.
and joan went home :(
slacked and watched 'premonition' in sarah's hse.
it's not scary at all!
so boring..
then while we were watching premonition joan called me and told me that she's coming to sarah's hse.
YAYYYYY!!
hahaha then when she came she didn't dare to watch -.-
and there comes a part where this girl had her face ripped off and her face appeared right infront of the screen.
i was sitting alone at corner, cause they xiaowei, april and sarah were squeezing together so i just sat on another chair.
so comfy! the chair can move one -.-
okay then when the girl appeared, april screamed. OMG LIKE SO LOUD.
i was like, 'gross.'
then xiaowei screamed, and joan screamed.
i didn't scream HAHA SO RETARD!
i mean i'm so retarded cause everyone's screaming and i wasnt doing hell anything..
alright boring.. and they were like , 'kenzi why you so calm one.'
THEN xiaowei say cause i watched too many horror flicks -.-
then sarah was like saying next time whn she wanna watch horror movies she will call me only. XD
woops..
then joan and me danced -.- blah blah blah.

slacked and did lotsa stuffs.. then it started to rain sooooooooo heavily.
and joan needa rush home, so she borrowed an umbrella from sarah.
so since it's still raining and i cant possible walk home, in the rain.
i'm bound to fall sick.
then joan suggested that i go to her hse first.
refuge -.-
haha jkjk.
then on the way to her hse, she was holding the umbrella.
AND DAMNNN! when the lightning strike, she took the umbrella and ran across the road herself.
wtf leaving me, pathetic, running like a lunatic across the road, without an umbrella.
i got super wet.
and I HATE IT WHEN I'M WET cause my hair will suck! :X
then i was like scolding her ass off.
ahaha but i was just kidding. bleah then i kick water into her shoes.
and got myself all wet.. great.
reached her hse, laughed alot.
HAHAHAH okay then i went home in those wet shoes.
oh, ps: i placed my wet and yucky socks in a plastic bag. -.-

ugh and my head is hurting..

JHAKS rocks!!!! <3333333>

i love joan,
i love harriet,
i love april,
i love kenzi, -.-
i love sarah!!

YAYYYY

2006-04-27T18:58:00.000-07:00

HAHHAAH HELLO I'M CURRENTLY AT SARAH NG'S HSE.
AHAHAHA AND WE'RE MAD!

alright, had english paper today.
yep it was fine..
and after that april, xiaowei and me went to sarah's hse.
but joan didn't wanna come along.
we promised each other to study chinese.
but as expected.. we didn't.
alright like always!

then we started to have snacks and stuffs..
laughed our asses off.
and did all sorts of stupid things we always do.
HAHAHAHAH!
then xiaowei video down me, sarah and april singing to the fan.
TO THE FAN.
YES, TO THE FAN.
HAHAH!!!
we scream to the fan and laugh to the fan, sing to the fan alright whatever.
like as if the fan's a baby.
okay whatever..
we're acted like as if there's no exam tmr. -.-
we watched some chinese ghost story, but it's not scary at all..

UH OH.
sarah's sister's back, she's standing at the door step and heard me playing the computer.
then she thought i'm her brother or vivian whatever one la.
then she was like "you're gor gor or vivian ng?"
then i was like "gor gor.." in a very man voice and sarah laughed her ass off.

HAHAHAHA LIKE WTF PLEASE..

back to where i continued..
afterwhich april's daddy came to fetch her and she went home.
then xiaowei, sarah and i went to vista point to get some snacks.
then headed back to sarah's hse.

sarah needed to cook spaghetti for her brother and sister.
but, she doesnt know how to cook so i helped her.
i don't mean that i'm good in cooking la.
but at least i try right!!!!
HAHAHAH.

then we started to boil the curly curly macaroni?
whatever i don't know what it's called. can't recall.
and we did some stuffs to the macaroni..um i shall not type out..
or the next time nobody dares to try sarah and mine cooking. :X
then we kept on laughing our asses off and lotsa stuffs..
played with the minced meat.
squashed stuffs.. etc
while xiaowei's watching tv.
HAHAHA DAMN FUNNY.

sarah's being retarded now, keep telling me bout some blanga stuffs.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!

okay back to the story.
-.- shit i can't remember.
anyway we just finished watching ghost ship, yea okay and i'm heading home soon!

blah blah. good luck people for your MYE.

2006-04-25T21:06:00.000-07:00

i'm bored.
i'm sick.
i'm tired.
i'm dying.

GODDDDDDDDDDDD! WHAT A DAY FOR ME..
first thing i forgotten to bring my locker keys, but fortunately we didnt use much textbooks today. so, phew.
second thing i'm strucked with bad flu. and my nose resembles Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer. yes, GREAT.
third thing we had extra math lessons, NYAA thing, NSW and area cleaning today. all last minute. tell me, did God plan this. -.-

okay alright. and to jinwan : SNEEZING IS NOT, AND NOT SEXY. AND, BEING BLUR ISN'T CUTE..-.- alright anyway i love jinwan. XDDDDDDDDD HAHAHA this is lame this is lame..

2006-04-23T21:43:00.000-07:00

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2006-04-22T15:18:00.000-07:00

AHHHHHHHHHH!
mid year is coming.. ugh.
shallnt talk bout the past few days cause i practically forgotten what happened.
full of ups and downs.. :/

alright maybe i'll just talk bout some stuffs that i remember.
maths test- i'm so gonna flunk it. GODDDDDDDDDDDDDD! >:(

had napfa ytd.
and oh, i did well for my standing board jump; that is so like....... omg?
yes yes God is with me. HAHAHAH XD
the rest of the stations was fine.
except incline pull up, wtf that miss.. ----- blah blah don't wish to say.
but nvm we hate that miss ----. :X

afterwhich there were some problems.
yea shouting at someone you hate, the feeling is awesome.
so fucked up ytd.
you made my friends cry huh?
damn it i shall see how you feel when people make you cry the next time round.
there's so many misunderstandings in between why can't everyone just talk politely to one another.
damn, everyone is putting up a false act.
just voice out anything you're unhappy with.
stayed back after school to so called settle and clear some stuffs.
yep mr lee talked to us.

but despite all the f--king things that happened ytd i'm glad that JHAKS came back together.. yep (:

HAHA and i love my classmates man.
JHAKS,jinwan.. abigail.. mastura.. syairah, yijun etc.

YES YES WE ARE ALWAYS UNITED (:

ps to abigail: i posted! although it's a short post.. hah sorry (: <3

2006-04-18T21:00:00.000-07:00

whoa.. i thought a christian speaks no evil?
bleah.
you call yourself a christian.
so holy and all, i didn't say it's a bad thing.
it's good to be holy.

but i didn't know God says that gossiping is part of spreading the gospel?
like hello, people out there, or rather christians out there, should hold up the name of God.
and you, fancy calling yourself a christian.
gets jealous over small matters, gossips bout everything you hear, comment bout anything you see.
that alone made people hate you like hell.
if you have no idea, i feel sorry for you.
gossiping and bullshitting, that's what you call yourself?
a christian?
a holy christian?
a true christian?
for goodness sake..
ask God yourself.
if you did the right thing.

Oh God, forgive him.
that guy..
sigh i really pity you.
calling yourself a true christian..
when all you do is to join the bitchies bitch.

i really can't figure out why..
your bitchy friends get jealous over small matters..
yes i know you have no friends in your class.
all you claim is that you have lotsa friends..
yea maybe in your cca.

OH MY GOD SO HOLY.

crap.

face it.. lotsa people hate you.
and you still won't change?
please oh please..

nevermind la, typical people like you.
don't deserve my sympathy right?
who cares.
bye.

2006-04-16T20:52:00.000-07:00

had the sudden urge of blogging.
haven't have my dinner, yet.
no appetite.
and oh, ytd was fine.
it was supposed to be fine until something..uh, i think i better not blabber out anything.
but i'm seriously sorry to..-
um yea. oh well.

---

why do people treat another party as an outcast, when that innocent party did nothing but just did something to prevent him/herself from being too stressed out?
oh well maybe not that innocent, i mean as in, with no bad intentions?
what does he/she get back?
the attitude from people treating her like an outcast?
totally, wth.
don't wish to continue any further.
so long forgotten. goodbye.

<333.

2006-04-15T15:46:00.000-07:00

ytd was great great and just too great...
but a pity no details shall be given.
HAHAHAHAHHA!
blehhhhhhhhhhhhh

ildgcdlap :D:D:D:D <3333

BYEEEEEE

2006-04-12T20:33:00.000-07:00

:DDDDD hello.

IT lessons was dead boring pleaseee..
halfway through the lessons wensheng called me and told me to go out of the lab.
WTH when he call me the teacher was just beside me..
who cares i just picked up the call and was like, "aye the teacher is just beside meeee!"
then wensheng kept laughing and hahah wtf i hung up.
then ltr on i sneaked out of the class to go look for them.

----

today's chinese oral was disaster! >:(
isabella got punished for slapping jinwan's hand.
AHAHHA cause they were playing this game.
and isabella actually won, and when you win you get to slap people's hand.
instead of being happy because she won, she got punished; the china male teacher asked her to take her chair and sit at a corner of the classroom.

sooo.. sometimes it's not that good to win everything. x)

then jinwan started to laugh so crazy because isabella got punished.
LOL. then sarah and i started to laugh too.
so, soon.. sarah and i threw paper at one another.
we crush pieces of paper into something like a ball, and threw it at one another.
we laughed sooooo loudly, the teacher came in ltr on and said to sarah,

"that girl sitting there. pick up your chair and go to that corner there, face the wall." he said in chinese.

YEA so i laughed my ass off.. without knowing..

"you. you, go to the other corner. face the wall" he point to me-

-.- wtf i got punished too.
BUT.. i'm happy :D
cause i can accompany sarah. HAHAHA
so i was like,

"oh.. okay i'm very willing to do that." HAHAHA then i grinned. <--- i regretted saying this stupid sentence because, BECAUSE AND BECAUSE OF THIS sentence the teacher made me the last student to take chinese oral.
ughhhhh.. -.-

so sarah and i turned our chairs to face each other.
even though we were being punished, we continued to throw crushed papers at one another.. and joked about some stuffs.
laughed and laughed hysterically, teacher looked inside again and told me to face the wall instead of facing sarah xD

whatever laa, we continued playing.
at last it was my turn..
finally! i'm the last person.
and damn, i don't know how to read so many words from that passage!! great.
but the conversation part was okay, haha cause i'm very talkative :X so talking to the teacher doesn't kill.
at last we were okay with the teacher.
lol he told me why he punished us and stuff..
yea and i'm so nice i apologised!! HAHAHAH :XXX
woops jkjk. but i did apologise.

<3333333333333

2006-04-11T18:19:00.001-07:00

brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr... today's sucha fine day.. to sleep.
the weather's chilly and all.
nearly slept during science lesson. :XXXXX
chap 6 is downright BORING pleaseeeee..
wonder why some boys get so excited when coming to that topic. x)

we cooked macaroni cheese today <--- so awful. no salt or whatever shit added. taste so bland!!! eeeeeeeeeew. today in home econs class, mdm sanismah was doing some recap on the previous chapters. and i was dead boring, as well as the rest of the class. then she spoke so slowwwwlyyyy.. i got so stucked up i said/shouted/whatever "wahhhhhhhhhhh. can you don't speak so slowly? hurryyyyy" (everyone was getting impatient at the rate she's speaking plus; the class is super noisy)
i didnt know i spoke that loud, abigail told me the moment i said that mdm sanismah stared at me and started to speak faster and then.. slowwwwlyyy againnn.......
and i left my textbook on the cooking stove there.
then abigail helped me get my textbook (she volunteered to)
yes..
and i found that she didn't bring hers.. -.-
anyway while i was flipping my textbook to some page, i don't know to which page cause i wasn't listening, :XXXXXXX then i turned to this page where i drew a girl's face into something that looks like a pig.
the nose seems to be flaring and so on so on.
and i wrote beside it, 'kawaii nehhhxXzzxxXZxXZxzxzXZXXX"
-.-
then abigail started to laugh.
ALOT.
i don't know why.
looking at her laugh hysterically, i started to laugh like a lunatic too. -.-

finally practical started, everyone was so jumpy and so in the mood to cook the 'wonderful' macaroni cheese.
yes, but when we finished cooking it i hear.. "eeeee" "wah not nice one!" "no taste!" "wahh.. hen er xin leh."

HAHAHAHAHHA.
i plucked up the courage to taste just one, just ONE macaroni..

yuck.

fever week

2006-04-10T18:34:00.000-07:00

it's fever week!!!! :X
so many people in my class are down with fever.
and my head is spinning.
AHHHHHHHH i hate feverrrrrrrrrrrrrrr........ >: (
okay who doesn't? -.-

there's chapel today.
and i guess it's probably the greatest chapel EVER?
cause outsiders were invited to our school to hold chapel for us, a pity it's only today. :X
but the hall was like super hot.
all the people crowding ard me are sweating like shit.
omggggggg and it's so smelly!!!
-pinchnose
i smell B.O coming from the boys just now and it's like OMG OMG OMG SOOOOOOO GROSS!
eeww... -.-

bye <33333333333333333333333

2006-04-09T17:57:00.000-07:00

hello to the no-one out there. -.-

went out with xiaowei ytd.
then went to yishun to catch 'dorm'.
and as usual, saw lotsa diff kinds of people in the MRT.
so weird.. and we never ever fail to laugh our asses off.

after the movie, we headed back to cwp.
and damnnn my feet was hurting like hell.
and i walked like a crippled.
we wanted to go somewhere further, like town or something.
but a pity by the time the movie ended it's like 3plus or 4 alr.
so we went to cwp to do some shopping.
bought some stuffs.
walked up and down and up and down..
saw so manyyyy ah lians and ah bengs (that IS so gross) ard cwp.
what luck..
so disgusted.
the way they speak, the way they have their makeup on, the way they dress, etc etc.
not trying to critisize but it's really very awful..

hideous.

cwp's really boring but we gotta make do with it.
talked bout lotsa stuffs.
by then it's ard 8plus, and xiaowei ask me to go to her hse.
she wanna eat her salad.
bought thousand island, tomatoes and stuffs.

so then i faked a phone call, claiming that it's my grandpa who called and pester me to return home ASAP.. <-- which is, so fake.
I LIED,
oh great and xiaowei believed it!
HAHAHAHA and she was kinda sad.. (awww... xD)
then we went to the bus interchange.
did stupid stuffs.
and i kept saying sorry sorry sorry and sorry to xiaowei for 'not' being able to go to her house to help her with her stuffs.

HAHAHAAH then 901(which was what i'm supposed to board to go home) came and i pretended to run for the bus and BOARD THE bus.
so funny please..
i hid behind the pillar.
when the bus drove off, i ran to xiaowei.
HAHAHAH AND SHE KEPT LAUGHING and threatened to beat me!
she wanted to slap me.
aw.. sorry for being sucha BITCH. LOL
but trust her to believe me!
and she say she's never gonna trust me again. :/
HAHA!

finally 912 came, and there's like sucha longgg queue.
meanwhile this old lady, really old lady walked past us.
GUESS WHAT, she's wearing this LOW CUT dress.
bright green in colour.
bling bling!!
WOOOOOOO striking.
HAHAHA and her hair is f**king long, but it's white though -.-
she looks like the... damn i don't know what we call that.
alright anyway since there's a super long queue i decided to video her from her back. xD
yea. and this uncle caught me taping her but he kept mum..
woops.......

so we ran up the bus.
and off we wentttttttt.
in the bus xiaowei realised that the nightmare before christmas necklace she bought can't be wornnnnn!!
wtffffffffffffffffffffffffff..... stupid necklace.

and here comes disaster.
we got down the 912 bus happily.
and i kept skipping.
GOD KNOWS xiaowei DIDN'T BRING HER KEY FOR THE DOORRRRRRRRRRRRR!
she only have the key for the gate.
and not the wooden door.
and goodness, no one's at home.
OMGGGGG..
she wanted to climb on something and reach her hand into the top window to unlock the bottom one, but she didn't dare to, cause she's afraid some hand will pull her from inside :X
so i wanted to try..
but there's nothing for me to climb one.
i nearly cracked my brain deciding what to do.
but in the end, the conclusion is to go down, sit on the bench, and wait.

oh great..
then i called 3 person.
to ask for help.
none of them f**king pick up.
DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!
okay only one did (:
not much use anyway.
so we decided to walked ard.
went to the swing near the metta home or something.
then my feet started to bleed.. againnnnnnn.
talked and laughed alot..
and i started writing things on the sand.

alot la.
kinda sad staying there.
for some reasons, so we went back and headed to the playground near 436.
then i climb up the tile bench, not knowing that it's actually wet.
then i jump down, pretending to be some........ okay whatever.
and i nearly, I NEARLY slipped. :XXXXXXXX
don't laugh okay, you never slip before HUH?
but i didn't slip.
i N-E-A-R-L-Y did.
but my stupid shoe rubbed against the cut on my feet..
GRRRRRRRRR..

so we played on the road, and found this packet of noodles.
and we started stepping, jumping and practically squeeeeeeeezing it with our feets.
or rather say shoes.
HAAHH and the noodles became so squishy and it's so gross.
bleah.
jumped in the middle of the road................. like a lunatic.
then this car started to horn.
kept going "beep!! beep!!!"
we thought it was because we're in the middle of the road,
but actually no, cause we were alr on the path and the car's still beep-ing. HAHA

then i said.. " maybe it's my mommy? "
and xiaowei said " really? oh ya.. probably-"
i cut her off and said, "which is so impossible. "

LOL NOT FUNNY RIGHT? BUT XIAOWEI KEPT LAUGHING..
maybe because i'm always so retarded and lame

then headed back to the place near xiaowei's hse.

getting late, it's ard 11plus.
and xiaowei's daddy is home.
so i told her to head back home.
while walking to the bus stop the stupid bus came and xiaowei ask me to run or the bus, ahhhh i didn't want to run actually but still ran for the bus at last.
F--------------K!
i shouldnt have board the bus.
for some reasons. :X
then something something something and something something something.
:DDDDDDDDD
censored laa. cannot type out :X

my ez-link card no money, so i went to get a drink at 7-11 so i have coins to go home.
yea reached home. that's all. bye

2006-04-07T15:41:00.000-07:00

weird.
so weird..
i've been living on just plain mineral water for like um..
considering i had my dinner at 7pm ytd, till now it should be like 20 hours and 40 minutes?
yes 20 hours and 40 minutes drinking just mineral water and i don't feel hungry, at all?

maybe i will end up like a water tank. -.-

I WANNA FEEL HUNGRY!

2006-04-07T13:52:00.000-07:00

hahaha.
i'm at xiaowei's house now, was actually planning to watch dorm and failure to launch.
but at last we didn't.
soooooooo we're gonna go watch tmr. yepppp.
today was boring.
chapel in CLASS?
was supposed to go to the prayer hub..
but xiaowei and i didn't want to.

MALACCA TRIP ON MAY!
i thought we're gonna fly there on an airplane! >:(
but no! it's a coach that we're taking!
HAHAHAHAHHA.
and we're gonna go to the fruit farm on the second day?

something like that.
wahahhaa..................................

nothing else to blog about now.
goodbye!

2006-04-04T20:02:00.000-07:00

Today was totally chillyyyyyyyyyyy...
Sarah, Xiaowei and i were so drenched.
as the back gate's locked, we gotta go out through the front gate.
and walk that f--king long distance :X
was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo wet.
looked like i just shower.
then Xiaowei took 901, Sarah went different ways with me.
then the rain started to get heavier and heavier..
damn.
the moment i got home, the rain stopped. ahhh!
like wtf? x(

showered straight after i reached home.
alright bye

2006-04-03T19:36:00.000-07:00

today was horrible.(seems like i've been saying that everyday is horrible?)
ah well who cares.
BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT....... today was really really really bad.
because of some stuffs here and there.

XIAOWEI LET'S DROWNNNNNNNNN....... WEEE :D

not much comments about today.
just that when i'm upset i tend to go a lil' crazy.
so you never know if i may just fly past your window.... superwoman :D
ahahah jk laaa..

don't wish to blog any longer.
i'm like talking to myself, once again.
so what's the use of blogging????
byeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!.... kenzi ong -.-

SOMEBODY SAVE ME..?!

2006-04-01T16:43:00.000-08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh.. ):
didn't get to send my cousin to the airport.
sigh, then i have to wait till june then i can see them again when they come back to singapore for a holiday.
oh well..

i haven't do my homec.
UGHH.. gotta do the recipe, development, etc..
>:(
don't feel like doing anything right now.

i need to take a breather!

i hate bitches like YOU who go ard blabbering rubbish about my friend.
get a life please..!
probably you're reading my blog now.
you know what?
you're BRAINLESS. :D
and you know who you are.
but too bad you aint a BIMBO cause you're not even FIT to be one..
poor you..
you rank the lowest of the lowest.
-kicks your butt.

and posuers fuck off pleaseeeeeee!

bye. i can't smile

2006-04-01T13:04:00.000-08:00

all of a sudden bernard called me to say that he's in the hospital with a broken leg.
ridiculous.
then he crapped alot and finally say "april's fool"

AHAHAHA. so lame bye.

:/

2006-03-30T18:48:00.000-08:00

if you love to call people a bitch,
wait a min,
aren't you one too?
then what's the use of saying 'sorry', 'mistaken', 'so sorry',
after calling someone a bitch.
and finding someone else to help you say sorry,
instead of you yourself saying it.
if you wanna call someone a bitch say it to their face.
not hide like a coward in the corner and sms using people's phone.
since you love to stay as anonymous,
not telling anyone who you are.
fine, anonymous bitch.

we hate you. :D

2006-03-29T20:04:00.000-08:00

had a very very very bad day today.
JHAKS cried together..
yep but i think it brought us together, more.
and i feel really sorry to you-guys-know-who.
and we promised that we can't and we won't tell a single soul bout it.
yep.
it's so terrible today.
We cried and cried and cried, stopped, cried, stopped and cried again.
thinking bout what you-guys-know-who said,
i feel even worse. :'(
sighhhhhh..
once someone stopped crying,
then the other start to cry,
then everyone will cry together..
gosh.. :'( sighhhh..
even though all this happened..

i still love JHAKS :D and everyone's gonna meet up together tmr ya!!!
PROMISE! (: <3

im sooooooo sad ):

2006-03-27T21:15:00.000-08:00

i hope i vanish from this earth.

goodbye

chalet, md.

2006-03-27T20:54:00.000-08:00

yesterday.
had a marvellous day yesterday at Grace's party.
a pity she's flying back some day this week.
yea..
so we got her a puma bag..
AND I LOVE IT SO MUCH i can't bear to give it to her :XXXXX
but i did so anyway. LOL
alright, got to downtown east at like 3.30-4pm.
started to pour very very very heavily.
so kyler me and my uncle, whom we saw on the way,
stood at this particular place watching bikini babes running ard for like an hour? xD
ahaha jk.

couldn't get to the chalet cause it's raining.
so after an hour or so it started to drizzle, then the rain stopped.
then my uncle's friend came.
along with her son, Glenn.
and he's cute! AHA ahem he's just a lil kid.
got to the chalet,
and it was like totally cool to see uncle steve.. lara.. brendon and grace once again.
after like sooooo long.
OMGGGGG.. :D
LARA WAS SO CUTE. :D
Brendon too!
AHAH when everyone gotta help to carry stuffs into the bbq area Brendon just lie on the bed,
then when uncle steve asked, " Brendon you gotta help us out. now, hurry get down the bed. " then Brendon was like moaning.... " Can i don't? i'm tired.. please daddy?"

AW..... SO CUTE! the look on his face. AHAH
but sometimes i don't really understand what he's saying to me cause i can't understand his slang :X oh well..

after we got the things to the bbq pit,
we went back into the room,
AND HAD PILLOW FIGHTS!!
HAHAHAHAH with Brendon, Lara, Grace and Howard.
heh heh so everyone was screaming their lungs out.... :D

night came,
so we started the bbq.
THEY started the fire. ahah
so brendon lara grace kyler and me went to the playground.
or whatever,
and Brendon kept making him hang upside down,
doing all sorts of tricks,
like a monkey............... ahah

so the bbq started,
didn't eat much though.

Then kenneth kept calling Lara, " hey girlfriend! "

LOL... i can't help but say he's so cute again.
alright by the way they are all lil kids.
ahah.

So went we're eating the cake..
Kenneth came over to where We were sitting and say to Lara, "hey girlfriend" with a wide smile on his face.
so Lara was like complaining to Kenneth's dad,"KENNETH'S CALLING ME GIRLFRIEND AGAIN!!!"
LOL then she smash her cake on Kenneth's face.
-shakeshead.
what to say?
kids.. small kids. can't help it. xD

etc etc etc. lazy to type out everything that happened.
alright.
i wonder when they're gonna go back to the States..
oh well..

today
had badminton then went for moderndance..
goodness!
everyone nearly died.
it's been a pretty long time since there's moderndance practices.
AHAH then when we were told to do our stretchings we nearly drop dead on the ground.
nothing's that bad,
till MR adam came.
AHH!!! HELL!!
we stretch and did this and that.
we learnt kicks, side kicks and how we walk in posture, again.
and some other stuffs.
cracked our bones,
Mr Adam helped us to uh, how should i put it, like crack our back bones?
eh..
to make us flexible.
yes, and it was awful.
terrible pain.
when it came to the guys and some of the new girls,
most of them failed to do what Mr Adam wants us to do and they got double the pain we got. AHAH. :X
then everyone was made to do the bridge thing, using the walls to eh..
ahh shit i don't know how to describe.
like..
bend to the back and create something like a bridge with our asses sticking out?
ahah jk bout that asses sticking out thing.
okay whatever
yep but it's pain.
SO PAIN!!!
and no single mistake should or could be made,
or we're deadmeat man!
Yu rong couldn't do it at first.
pity her..
she's so afraid. yep but she did it at last!
hurray :D

then we did cheography,
mainly on Jazz as we did hip hop and contemp. the last time.
and we learnt hitch turns! :D
woops that made me think of 'pencil' turns. xD you guys won't understand. only md people does! AHAH
so cool.

so there came this part where we gotta turn using the chairs.
ugh i don't know how to describe it.
oh well, who cares anyway.
i'm like talking to myself.
AHAHA went crazy the way back home.
was like screaming with pelyn and singing ridiculous self-made chinese songs!!
okay bye.
don't bother to blog anymore.
cause it's like. so crap.

UGH all of a sudden i got no f************* mood to blog. >:((((((((( sighhhhhhhhh.,

2006-03-26T13:15:00.000-08:00

yayyyyy..
i needa go to my cousin's birthday party ltr.
YIPPEE but she's gonna flyyyyy back some days ltr. ):
okay bye!

2006-03-25T21:38:00.000-08:00

HELLOOOOO

in the noon.. i accompanied xw to cut her hair at ard 4plus.

met up at causeway, stood there like a retard for so long.
HAH then she finally came!
so we went to protrim and jean yip i think.
okay whatever.
didn't go IN, cause it's like sooooo ex.
in the end,
we went to the salons near xw's hse.
wanted to go to that bungalow to cut her hair.
she didn't dare to go in.
LOL so we went to the shops near fuchun cc.
as we were walking we saw this TOTALLY HUGE chamelon lying flat on the ground, organs sticking out, mouth wide opened.
TOTALLY GROSS PLEASE!!
so we were like screamingggg........

arrived at the hair salon.
called yp something.
AHAHAHAHA.
alright then xw cut her hair..
i just sat there..
looking at her.. hair. -.-
then the aunties there was like saying stuffs like,

-in chinese-
"i'm very HOT when i was young one okay.."

"really uh.. can't see that you're leh.."

"ya.. my daughter also cannot believe me when she looked at the photo.."

"how you become like this???" <-- she's very very plump.

"give birth to 2 daughters.. whaddya expect.."

-another conver in chinese-
"HEY!! how come your tummy like this!!"

"don't know.. never exercise.."

"...oh so scary! never see people like this before.. suddenly got one tummy pop out"

"don't care la.."

ETC ETC..
i didn't mean to listen to their conver.
it was like unintentionally.
they spoke sooooo loud.
so xw and i kept laughing.
WE DIDN'T DO IT DELIBRATELY OKAY!

after her haircut we headed to the washroom.
xw wanna look at her hair.
then we went to causeway to get her hairclips.
yeaaaaaaaaaaaa got some stuffs to drink and ate snacks.

went super crazy in the bus interchange.
i made myself stick onto the wall, lifting my leg up like some kinda dog pee-ing and flung my hands in the air..
which is..
soooooooooooooooooo stupid.
yeh xw and i pretended to quarrel.
we were like going " wanna one on one or not! you bitch!!!"
*slaps*

people kept looking at us..
then i kept jumping..
we prayed like assholes infront of the public..
i acted like a corpse jumping out from my grave.
xw went crazy.
then finally we realise what we're doing,
cool huh.
WE'RE CRAZY!!!! oh yes, and i love it. -.-

ANYWAY we're so afraid people think we're les.
cause of xw's hair.
yea and she's not A BUTCH OKAY.
like what that time that stupid aunty.......................

alright whatever.
my bus came, but i didn't board the bus.
then xw's bus came,
she didn't board the bus either..

alright i'm home. BYE.

2006-03-24T16:46:00.000-08:00

ahaha warning!xD THREE HOURS FOURTEEN MINUTES AND THIRTY-THREE MORE SECONDS TO GO! :DDDDD
-jumps

FUCKKKKK (edited)

2006-03-24T15:07:00.000-08:00

(this post is edited.)
FUCKKKKKKKKKKK................
i feel like blogging but i don't know what to blog about.

Today was normal.
NORMAL as in, yea, 2/2 getting scolding and stuffs,
teachers complaining bout us,
saying how we should behave since we're in the best class.

chinese lessons was......... kinda terrible..
everyone stood for an hour,
including the 2/4 chinese pupils who came to our class too.
CHINESE SPELLING..
almost everyone died..
hahah.
mdm fong was sooooooooo angry..
really angry.
OH ANYWAY THE DOOR CRACK. (don't ask anything bout it) xD

'COOL' HUH.

after school we gotta stay back.
cause our science teacher,
wants us to stay back for an hour.
yea yea then everyone was trying to be defiant.
talked back and stuffs..
she said that if we get the 3rd or 2nd warning we need to kneel down,
so yea it says in the bible : Thou shall not kneel.
or something like this?
yep,
so the kneeling part became squating.
i don't really understand her.
this post is not about me trying to gossip bout her or whatsoever,
like, why should i?
but she's a teacher,
she say that we should respect her,
didn't we?
she shouts at us when we try to cooperate..
okay whatever..
I HATE THE BELL SHE BRINGS TO CLASS.
helloo?
why should we hate her when we don't hate the other teachers?
maybe i'm just crapping and next i will be punished for publishing this stupid post on this stupid blog.
yea but who cares i'm speaking the truth! -rolleyes

2006-03-21T19:47:00.000-08:00

i've nothing much to say about today.
feeling kinda gloomy for the wholeeeee day.
:( oh well..
had a pretty bad day.
with that throat of mine.

they had rugby today.
and there's a competition on april!!!!!!!
>:( too bad i've 2 ccas alr.
felt kinda horrible so i went home straight after school.

OH YAY!
grace is coming back!
WAAHAHA and her birthday party is on this sunday i suppose.
YAY.
YAY!
i can't wait to see her!!
last time i saw her was last year..
gosh,
and how i miss aunt chris.. uncle steve.. lara and brendon.
heh hehhhhh!

dental

2006-03-20T20:02:00.000-08:00

GREAT! first thing that actually really caught my eye today was...

HEH HEH, ...
HEHEHEHEE!!!

THE DENTAL BUS.

HAHA

and all i hear from outside the dental bus was 'yeeeeeeeeeee.......zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!'

alright cut the crap.
coincedentally met and saw yimei, dixon and madeline while walking to school today.
yea and i saw four bucks on the ground,
didn't wanna kept it,
didn't wanna leave it there, either.
so asked ard.
and found out that it's yimei's $$$$.
HAHAH THANK ME PLEASE!
FOUR BUCKS RETRIEVED! xD

went to school, practically trying to run than walk.
cause i've never been to school past 7am BEFORE.
and i was still walking to school at 7am today.

lessons was boring, alright what do we expect on the first day of school.
after school had badminton.
yea then home!

2006-03-18T14:35:00.000-08:00

well, now i have 2 ccas, and some other heavy loads of work and duties and roles and high expectations piled on me, the size of a mountain. ETC. -faints.

STRESS, KILL ME!

ahhhhhhh well.

nothing much happened today,
practically i woke up with a sorethroat,
whereby i can't speak,
like yesterday.
well i'm better now.
daddy tried to entertain me with the SO many dvds and vcds he have.
never ever fails to make my head dizzy when i see them,
all stacked nicely in that big big big huge huge humongous cupboard.
filled with cds.
all sorts of flicks from horror to comedy to politics to super gross ones to, etc.
so i picked out freddy and jason but didn't watch it at last.
felt kinda lonely watching it alone,
LOL..

i feel like watching the green mile.
but felt kinda bored.
yeaaaaaaaaaaa..

so here i am typing and crapping about some bullshit.

anyway i love ytd :D

2006-03-17T18:05:00.000-08:00

hi, we did 200 starjumps non-stop today during badminton,
almost die.
anyone who does it wrong,
any single soul,
we gotta start all over again.
okay so on.
got nothing to blog about today.

ANYWAY MATHS HMK HOW?

2006-03-16T18:14:00.000-08:00

hi, i'm feeling sick,
my eyes are swollen.
suddenly tears just started pouring out,
i feel like an idiot..
but who cares since i'm alone at home..
yea so why not.
(KYLER IF YOU SEE THIS PLEASE DON'T LAUGH :D i will tell you more)

all of a sudden everything seems to come to me,
bad things i mean.
i haven't eaten since 11am,
daddy cooked this noodle for me.
sigh,
he wanted to cook fried noodle,
and he wanted to eat too,
but because of me he have to eat soup noodle :/
sigh..

and now..
i'm not hungry,
sigh.. no appetite.
i feel like someone so useless..
all i can do is to face the computer the whole day.
blasting the music, and typing.

oh well,
badminton tmr,
i really hope i can get better.
anyway probably this is a blessing in disguise.
God make me sick this week so i won't be sick next week or so when i go to malacca with the schoool.
yeah probably.
-.- everything happens for a reason.

every one time i cough,
i feel like a knife just stab into my stomach..
when i sneeze it's even worse.
fuck.
so it's like i gotta hold my stomach when i cough.
and the feeling is so....... unbearable.

YAY my grandparents are coming back today.
I'M SO HAPPY!! :DDD
can't wait to see them.
heh heh meanwhile i hope a miracle appears,
i will not be sick,
so they won't worry.
if only.

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH THE MATHS HMK!
it's like.
they never even give the instr. there..
so are we supposed to do on the net or what?
i tried calling mr lee but he didn't pick up,
INSTEAD, there's this indian lady talking,
you know like some kinda spirit.
echooooooooo~
haha!

wooo.. but anyhow i will post up what to do and what're the instr. when i get the info from mr lee.
so people don't worry :D

but afterall,
i'm grateful there's still people who cares!
and there's someone who's always there to listen to me, God (:
not trying to be holy but he really answer my prayers,
i think so. haha (:

so whatever it is,
this is to xiaowei:

hey, i know sometimes you have PMS but don't worry i have it too! and i don't blame you for being so uptight sometimes. cause i know i'm the one at fault too! i understand why you're upset bout the movie thing.. yea i'm sorry, i didn't wanna be sick. and bout that fucking GUY thing , okay you know who, yea i really didn't mention THAT ------- thing. i just said your bro. yep. and thanks for trusting me. and you're my bestie always!! :D anyway you can flare at me! i don't mind! (: cause that's what friends are for :D haha <333!

sigh

2006-03-15T12:32:00.000-08:00

sigh.
i'm still having fever.
a little though.
i didn't go for badminton today..

UGHHHHHHHHH..

imnotjealousimnotjealousimnotjealous!! :( ugh damn okay i admit i i'm. FUCK!!

2006-03-14T16:34:00.000-08:00

DAMN.
39.1 DEGREE C.
no more movie!
sighhhhhhhhhhh.....
GOD SAVE ME.

do i have dengue fever =(
OH FUCKKKKKKKKKKKK...

2006-03-14T12:07:00.000-08:00

OH YAY OH YAY!!!!!
my temperature's back to normal!!
37.4 degrees c.
YAYYYY!!!!

AMEN AMEN AMEN. :D

-jumps

fever

2006-03-14T10:45:00.000-08:00

great.

i'm currently having a fever.
38degree c.
VICTORIA'S HAVING A FEVER TOO!!
LOL xD
UGH!

yesterday, midnight 4plus;
i felt like i was in antarctica -.-
I WAS FREEZINGGGGGGGGG.
and i can barely see anything.

then at ard morning 7am,
i felt SUPER HOT.
like i'm in the oven.
damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!

i woke up at about 9am,
my head felt soooo heavy,
it seems like i have a load of books stacked on top of my head.
when i stood up,
man! i nearly faint, drop dead on the floor.

my head's spinning..
my head's spinning..
i feel like the whole world is revolving right infront of my eyes.
lame

I WISH MY FEVER WILL GO AWAY.
OH HEAVENLY FATHER LORD, LOL.
bless me and victoria -.-
AMEN.

hehe

2006-03-13T21:19:00.000-08:00

HURRAY! i got the Boa album alr.
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
SO NICE SO NICE SO NICE.
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

i seem to be posting bout every single thing.

damn.

2006-03-13T19:35:00.000-08:00

hello people,
i'm currently alone at home.
kyler's coming home soon, from work.
and this is gonna be it!
till thursday,
i will be alone in the noon,
YAY.
cause my parents went working.
and my grandparents went overseas.
i can blast the music loud,
but holy..
it's getting so creepy i kept hearing voices.
AHHHHHHHHH!!
hahahah.
OKAY bye. (:

boooooooooooooooooooooooo.......

2006-03-13T13:06:00.000-08:00

YAY!! YAYYYYYYYYY!
Boa's new album is out.
OUTGROW.
ahahahahha
YAYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-hopsard' (:

can't sleep

2006-03-13T01:20:00.000-08:00

I STILL CAN'T SLEEP.
i'm onlineeeeeeeeee :D

2006-03-13T00:19:00.000-08:00

i can't sleep
i can't sleep
i can't sleep
i CAN'T SLEEPPPPPPPPPP!

2006-03-12T16:52:00.000-08:00

my new blog's here.
okay goodbye.